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I miss you and I’m confused. It really isn’t good for me to write anywhere, and I get the impression you don’t want to talk. I felt embarrassed and lonely the times I tried to be real with you – is this all in my head? Am I being a creep?? It is important that I respect your wishes, I just don’t understand. My head and heart both agree, in how I feel about you, and also in the need for caution. The situation is more complicated than you may know. I’m in the midst of work you haven’t seen, and I’m not sure you’re up for reality. I’m so tempted to spill everything I adore about you. At the risk of being of a creep, you have the most beautiful eyes. I hope we can be safe with each other