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loneliness comes from realization of all of that feeling like seeing everything from the outside a different kind of loneliness, its bitter sweet its good because you see so much more that other people and feel things very differently, naturally I guess other people call that "crazy" because it is not logically explainable there is beauty in that gift but the exchange of a that gift is loneliness and curse is darkness of devil yang accompanies yin maybe that's why art and music becomes our companion a friend we can share ourselves with because the truth is we also need a friend a friend that can understand the weird/crazy way we are built and help us share what we see and feel ~ end of the letter~